Dreamways

A cold, gray Sunday morn. Newspapers read and breakfast taken in bed. There is a smattering of snow on rooftops. It almost feels like winter.

Thoughts and feeling circling around the HOA circumstances are ever-present. It doesn’t feel neurotic and stifling, but it does engage a chunk of energy.

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Apmākusies pēcpusdiena. Pelnu krāsā padebeši.

Met with Connie and Gar re Dreamways. Gar is working on our logo. It is fascinating to see the changes he’s brought to our original conept. The version I liked best captured movement as well as the sense of container. I feel quite engaged in the process, especially with an eye to the website, yet, today, somewhat dispassionate too.

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Saulaina sestdienas pēcpusdiena Galopa kafejnīcā. Skaisti pavasaraina diena. Durvis vaļā un mīlīga vēsmiņa danco aplī pa istabu apkārt.

Vakar adīšanas pulciņš sanāca pie Noras un Kendras uz groziņu vakariņām. Sanāca, ka pirmo reizi kopš pirmās bērnības, spēlēju domino.

Daudz par HOA domāts un izjusts. Jūtos daudz nosvērtāks nekā vakar no rīta. Parunājos ar Eidrianu. Viņa dusmas un nesatricināmā pārliecība uzbrucējiem nepadoties mani uzmundirnāja.

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The foto on the opposite page quite accurately reflects the emotional state that has visited me for parts of the past 24 hours. Yesterday San Juan sent out an email that calls for an owners‘ meeting the 21st, to vote on removing the Executive Board. This on top of #1111’s visit did feel like a particularly large surge of emotional sewage to process.

I have lots and lots of powerful emotions to feel and try to understand.  read more »